The Hardest Thing Anyone Can Go Through

It had got to the point where I weighed nine and a half stone. And it's obviously one of the hardest things that anyone who's gay can go through. Do you feel a victim in all this? No. I feel a victim of hate after the event. It would be easier for me to say, I don't feel like a victim. But I don't look anymore.I've already told you how I feel. And I'm not in television anymore. Well, you lived a lie and with a lie.