How Hard Was It for You to Leave That Fast Track?

You were in bed for two weeks after getting the flue. Every time you thought about going back to work, your fever would spike up. You decided that p w c was not your calling and to leave that particular fast track. How hard was that for you to do? Extremely hard. And i tried to go out and see what is going to be the thing that's going to let me know that my work makes a difference.