
Ignoring inner me, by Meredith Arthur
Meditative Story
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I'm a Worried Child
When i start to feel uncomfortable, there's another side of myself to escape into. Internal meredith always feels slightly detached and makes up stories in her head. External meredith is the joky midwestern girl who likes making people laugh. No matter which version of meredith i'm inhabiting, i'm anxious - especially after fourth grade when we move from defiance to toledo. I don't know what's wrong with me. But i overthink and try to disappear into knowledge. Thought is only thing that can swallow up the bad feelings.
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