When the me to thing came out originally I think it's like 2017 like with Hollywood and everything I was reading some of the stories and I was like wait what like this really like this is this isn't okay. "I just started getting into like harmful things in order to like feel something I guess" she says about her first sexual experience as a 14-year-old. 'My body didn't react to it very well so it made me realize like why is this happening'