The Consciousness Only Ontology

The contents of consciousness at least are dependent on what we call these physical things like sense organs. The word matter is something i'm not a keen on because it's something as you say deeply mysteriousSomething we can never know directly but if you entertain the idea could we be in a situation where there was this unconscious process happening and then at some point it formed certain patterns that became conscious to me? I don't think of the big bang as having the same kind of conscious experiences that i have um It just seems so i i agree that i'm i can't prove it in the same way i'm not  a solipsist or an absurd point of view from either of our ontologies