AI-powered
podcast player
Listen to all your favourite podcasts with AI-powered features
The Dreaming Path Before My Breakdown
Before you had the breakdown, by sort of Western standards, I guess, you kind of had a great life. You had everything that we all supposedly aspire to, to have a happy and full life. But in fact, it was the opposite. So I just had this emptiness that I buried deep and I covered it up by trying to be the Joker,. By trying to fit in in terms of behavior. And so what I would do is place forward of a weekend and I'd be the last to finish at a party and I'd go away over the top. Even when I was married with young kids, I still played golf, played cricket, played football and would drink far too much