Is There a Place for Accountability and Justice?

i've never had to carry what, i just came from a funeral of a young woman who was killed and this morning, this morning. And also, people carry more than than others, and it's, it's not fair. But i often think like god's love doesn't please our mind either. Does that make sense? Sometimes i think god's liberal. The way that i see god is as the yes or the the piece of paper everything is written on. We don't even like all the things god loves. Yo, kno. Or that god allows reality. We don’t like reality. So i always sos, stop. Ilike, stopped. Thank