Since you were six, i'd say, mostly started round, like, elementary school. I always compared myself to the other kids in class. Even in medical school, i tried to do a lot of things. But at the end of the day, i i didn't finish anything. So now, looking forward, just going ward, thinking about it, i'm just going if i get accepted to the pasty program,. What's going to happen after ph de? Maybe post stractural, maybe residency. And then what’s going to happen? Nothing. Dont see theend of the line.