Oulea says she's had a really crappy weak basically, where there's like, national stuff. And i think you've sort of retreated into yourself, and you're kind of like hibernating, which is also ok. I know that in terms of my spiritual understanding, like, suffering was a e huge part of forcing me to look at my life. But now is the time lay where you've really got to figure out, what does it mean to exist? Oulea: "I don't quite get it, but i don't know that i need to as no, seriously"