When something hard would happen to these kids, like in Hell Week, it would draw on something that made them very insecure. And they look for comfort within those moments. You must retrain your mind to think differently in Hell. These guys needed me a standard. A physical standard. But the mental standard is you must know how far you've come. When I was sick, I was able to slow it down and reflect back on my entire life. It wasn't like someone came down here and guided me through life. That's why I walk around the streets with a backpack just like I would have anything else. The amount of pride and dignity and self-respect you have are more important