What Will Be Harder as a Counselor?

I just feel like I really want to make meaning of everything that I've experienced in my life. And it sounds like it feels like the best path for me to kind of use all the stuff I've gone through to really help others. What do you think will be harder as a counselor? Well, I don't know if I talked to another person that was a child of someone that killed someone. That's just such a specific trauma. Yeah, I think that would be the hardest one. We're all just making our way through it. You and I have laughed at the dark parts that we philosophized on so much. There's part of that is you are sacrificing, you know