What I'm Saying in Air Quotes

i was inin new york for a little bit, and needed to come back to california. Unfortunately, my mam had a stroke and lost her ability to walk and speak. So that was like the first initial push where sogo k, maybe i don't want to be in New York any more. But i started with looking at other jobs within google. I'm especially working on something a little bit more bureaucratic,. Like a more established tool with intact so i almost felt like i was being wasted. Even though th tha is my passion, i had nothing left to give.