I'll Call You to Morrow

After christmas, kate continued to wait and wait and wait. When she wasn't pirling into doubt, she would bargain with herself try ofind a reason to not want the job. She told herself it would be better to find a post doctoral job,. A temporary position that's more like a fellowship, i think. More than catastrophizing, i was looking for any way out of the absolute torture of uncertainty that i was experiencing. Finally, in january, she hurried back from the school around five o five on a friday. The night lasted forever. I remember i had plans to hang out with some, some friends from my graduate programme. And i just called them