i can't imagine watching someone else decay and then watching me decay like that's pretty strange yeah i mean i really think that that's something we can end on because it's it is sort of just the blanket feeling i have about relationshipssomething that you and i both have i think from having over loving mothers but it's like one of the good things that came from this and i and i really hopefully lahazit is i know that somebody can love me completely and  bigly bigly uh bigly bigly people somebody can really like love me like I get or are you just not that into me. That i'm not giving let's not turn this into working at microsoft