Youv said that though he was demonic and adored, he didn't obey the rules. That's correct. And do you think th they were rules at the time? Was a sort of motto that you ended up learning from him, or being intid ali through him)? I don't know if you learn things. Even when you introduced this, this book i just finished, and some other books are really meant to give people permission. So i think being with him gave me permission to be more of me. A teacher who's worth something doesn't really teach. They allow therre people who don't know thei'r students To be more of themselves. It's that