I'm Like, You're Not Getting This I Anymore?

I think i am someone who seeks out major feelings and like, and like, living in a like, median range has always been super difficult for me. I know i've been avicted too out of the psychadelic universe. And so i think like it is now about, hopefully, try to find some sort of peace. But o i want to throw this out there het and shoot it down. Do you think maybe you just got a little freaked out by getting too famous too fast? It sounds like an experiment, that success in the experiment only means some kind of like failure. Yes, it does.