I Diddled on Ma Trinkas Last Night

Alexander: What if you are ultimately responsible for the shit in your life? I'd say, start acting like you're lovable. You have to declare yourself somebody who is worthy of effort and sacrifice. Feeling bad about feeling bad is ultimately optional. It's a very deep episode. i didn't sleep alot last night. But blike, i think thists might seem like a subtle distinction but like a frayse of you sometimes acting like you tryg to knock down a door. And it would be nice to spend an evening not being really angry at all the things that i didn't do.