I'm Just Gonna Get Her Killed He's Asking Tommy to Take Ellie Instead I'm Sorry Slate on Her

Joel is described as a narcissist and recontextualizing that here was really fascinating to me. The fear of another loss is too much for him to bear he can't go through that again. He tries to redraw the lines of us versus them by telling tommy that he can't tell maria right this is an us secret. This moment is interrupted by an attack because honestly you never go like a few minutes without another attack but here joe's walks out goes and sit in his room in the darkness and thinks about cry alone Sarah thinks about christmas he thinks about we get this see what i love.