The very first experience was short-lived, probably like a minute or two. But I found that I was for a while able to reliably get back to this place through using drugs - which again is something that contributed heavily to my later addiction. And that worked really well for a while and it built to a level where I was experiencing significantly altered states and sort of mania even at times when I was not using drugs. It also from the inside felt like I had found a reason to disregard my priors about how the world worked...I think that is kind of what psychosis feels like from the inside.

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