Drugs and Alcohol

The mental activity is addicted to the ideation of cell. And it leads to wanting to get relief and they have produced other addictions because obviously the diagnosis is wrong. So when I was young, the solution to this unbearability or feeling like I was a phobic in my own head, just being the being like a planet that everything was revolving around. But the problem was the one that was presented as the one getting the relief was the fucking problem once again. The idea that there was an identification as something that I'm not masquerading as me until I did have that idea. And when I saw it, I've never not seen it ever since.