I think you have to make your own peace with what happened by recognizing that you won't always get the answer you want. That closure has nothing to do with someone else. It's a compassionate self-loving, sorry not sorry, but this is on me. I still am an eternal optimist. Despite this kind of somber realization, this doesn't dampen my shine though. Doesn't make me smile less or feel less hopeful. Closure is what you create. You can't receive it. It doesn't come to you in the form of an apology or reassurance from someone else. Reassurance is about you.