The Worm at the Core

When someone who's your age and your profession who's in your class, you know dies It makes you even more philosophical even more Existent. I actually think like the philosophy that we had the training that we had in the early on sort of prepared me For that aspect of grief like I understood it philosophically So I didn't go to a period where I was just like fuck like Existentially like in trouble. The overwhelming amount of like sadness and emptiness and like feeling like it was it's like unfair and Like the Having to see his parents go through like that shit I wasn't prepared for it allI don't know how to handle it. Talked openly about where you come from