I dread to think how many just truly sadistic evil people showed up to be part of this. Warriors don't gasp and gawk at death and destruction. They remain composed and stoic Remember fear panic and rage are contagious So soldier must rise above them and remain disciplined inside I wanted to put my fish through a wall and scream But instead I moved silently to the edge of the window and peered down the highway below as if it were any Other logical assessment.