Do I, You Know, Just Take It on the Chin

"I should have learned this early on in my life, Chris," he says. "What I had to deal with at that moment was the consequences of my actions." The decision here was do I just take it on the chin, lose my foster kids and go to jail for 120 years or fight the good cause from behind a federal walls somewhere? Either direction weighed heavily on me... But that wasn't 100% of my decision making or the reasoning for it".