Wel,

also that, i think the hardest thing when you're struggling is feeling like you're alone in it. And that that is why i felt like i felt really alone. And

i almost like then, like, when i was coming to work, like, you know, you can just feel like an energy of people just not wanting you to be there. And i hated that. Like, i hated walking into room thinking, people don't want me to be here. And when you're already feeling shit. Like, yes, just, that's a hard environment to be in.

How much of that do you think was your own paranoya verses what was really on? I don't

ven there was patin aa a, like, om, being honest, like, there's like certain things that went on and happened that spoke the truth, really. So, yes.

And its, you know, it's hard to get out of that. Isenly, i've been in situations like that work for i've thought, god, i really don't think people like me yer questioned me being like, dramatic. Am i yet putting myself in this position? But i think, you know, ye,

macifully velit. I could tell, because when i wasn't at work and i was around my friends and family, like, i felt like a different person. And then i'd walk back into work, and i was and i'd question, like, could i? Am i like a a nob am i like hard to deal wite? Am i? And i just questioned myself all the time. But then as soon as i wasn't at work, like, i felt like jessie, like the one whom my friends and family really love. But like, i just, it was just an energy in an ara of just, yes, i just felt like people do want me to be there, wanted to be around me, and didn't want to really address that i was not in a good place. And was kind of just like, whall you an o. Just need to crack on and get on with it.