I've Never Been in Love, Despite My Loneliness

i've never been in love and simply can't form deep connections with others. The only relationship i last had lasted about six months, and the guy had no interest in knowing me as a person. My sex drive is high, but i never act on it because i despise the idea of casual sex. I'm not posting this to get advice or pity. I just wanted to share my story somewhere for once.