Is There a Calling for the Second Death?

Bardo implies that it's a place where you're stuck, in between you is yen resween. And i could feel when i'm in this space, that there's a calling for what i would call the second death. The second death is obliteration into the divine and that feels like a choice. From that place, i could see where i was like, heart, well, i want to i and ejaculate, like i wanto atas lig. Let me find a planet where they still have genitals, and we can get it on li. I ily think that might be my requirement for incarnation. An like, do they have genitals where i'm going? Cause that