The Importance of Forgiving Your Ex

I realized I never had the intention of forgiving them, so in an attempt to get back at them, I told everyone the gender of the baby right then and there. One glance at her and she was on the verge of tears, staring at me with the cheating scumbag. Nobody said anything and we all called it a night. It felt good seeing them distraught, it brought me a sense of comfort. All their money had gone away since she was upset and refused to leave her room, so the reveal never happened. The house is quiet, but I can see the judgmental looks I'm getting from everyone, so I'm booking a flight back because there's no point in me