As a consecrator, i think it's important to have like, your main thing that you're known for. I've kind of always relied on myself. It also makes it more difficult to ask other people,. You know, for either friendships or collabs or whatever. Ah, and then the last thing that was kind of, om my. Well, this is part, just another list, a part of the list but life balance as well was a something that i struggle with. Is just like, am fear of not meeting my own expectation sash potential.