Food Recovery, or Playfully in Bright Line Eating

Food was always there, running in the background. My weight went up, my weight went down. I found a sponsor. But i could never reach the natural healthy size that's right for me. The closest i got maybe for a brief an was about 20 pounds heavier than i am now. It peaked just above the obese marker on the b m i chart when i was about 26 years old and more insidious. There was a lot of playing around with the food in those days. Never got into a groove where i could just move past my food and my weight as the focus dujur.