i love running marathons, but a fifty mile was too much. In general, my mife quali brat, by the way, and ultr marathon for resoiit's like two marathons,. But i had a near death experience. My dog died. I ended up with a kidney stone. I had surgery, like a bunch shed happened. And along this period of time, couple of people in the ontropeneral world committed suicide. There was sort of a flurry of articles suddenly about mental health and ontropene ship.