The Magic of Drinking

I have close family who suffer. And it's like, and they haven't stopped. You know, one person in particular and it's like a never ending suicide. It's something about that. The magic of the first few drinks, a magic of alcohol. Then it just becomes very, very dark and very destructive. Which is very hard to understand when you don't have that gene. Well, when did you start? What was it like? I started, I suppose, like, lots of people I started when it was 12, 13, 14. But not, but no, not true. That's the thing. He said, you're always too pound short of feeling normal