There are countries where, if you want to get into chests, you can get funding from the government in all sorts of ways. If you're not being funded in some other way, and you don't have a a tiger dad or tiger mam, when it comes to the chest, is ike kno, you will be the best. You have to really care about it, and yeat to become super obsessed, and you have to stick to it,. And clearly you've done a lot of this. And then you have this paragraph like, i sometimes wonder what it would be like if i hadn't done this. How much have you thought about that? And what do you