I Don't Know, I'm Just- Maybe, Maybe, Right?

"It's easier for me to accept that it had to be my fault. That I had to have done it to myself than something else," he says. "An actual physical injury provides psychic protection, right? Like, when you're hurt physically, it can actually make whatever psychically you're going through easier to get through." 'I think about- I don't know, maybe that's the bit, that's the piece of- That's the tie to the trauma'