I've never done a drug in my life, but I can't imagine it can be any more addictive than that degree of adrenaline constantly being injected into your system. When you're working with that That amount of adrenaline constantly pumping into your system it it takes a while to come down You know you miss it. How was so what'd you do when you got back how was your transition back to the world? Well, uh Well, I met a lady in Leopold ville she worked at the embassy there and she was inSo I kind of chased her around for a little while and tried to figure out what I really what what I was going to do next they by this time the