I've Always Wanted to Live in Ashram

I've always wanted to experience living in Ashram. I was there for an entire year. My two children went to their private school and I did their teacher training program, and as well as some other programs that we were using to be initiated into Kriya yoga. And I learned really about all the different types of bodies that we have,. How to utilize this energy that we create during the meditation time to really direct and focus it for ourselves in meditation. But then I took it a step further so I can use it to direct the energy to other people for their healing.