I've Never the Same, Right?

I made a promise to myself any long haul flight that I would take, I would go business class. That just motivated me to be like, okay, well, this is the lifestyle which I want. And again, at 27, I would have said, oh, fuck that. I fly an economy. Give me the three grand I spend on the other end. But exactly what you said there, there were days that are tough, you don't want to record. There were days that your camera's there, you're sat in front of it, you have no idea what you're going to say. You've never the same, right? People think it's such a crazy thing