"Nirvana is before me. I feel it at times, the same infinite ocean of peace without a ripple of breath," writes Vivekananda. "I am glad I was born, glad I suffered so, glad I did make big blunders, glad to enter peace", he adds. In almost the very end of his life, you know, somebody asked him what Sri Ramakrishna had said about Vivekananda, and Somebody asked Vivekananda,. do you know what Sri Ramkrishna meant? You know, when he said these things about you, and Vivekananda said, now I know. And everybody felt silent, felt silent."