If you don't have a sense of meaning or a sense of pus attached to the action in question, then do us piter away. Youre onlygen babout to enjur something if it is in some way man fault tor you. I think i kind hofe made a comparison of the bens when you come up too quickly and what not. These things are worth while, and these things are endurable if you have a self defined meaning behind them. And i think that is the purpose of and the way to get through the creative act.