The Argument for God's Love

If God is loving, why does he cast beings in the hill? So I'm trying to understand why that's like why we hear that be the default position. If he created everything as the inventor, so to speak of everything, then he does have a right to do as he wills. We can project on God how his love should be towards us. The world might be perfectly fine for a God that doesn't really feel pleasure or pain because he exists outside of time. But as a limited being subjected to my own tortured head, I am essentially a gun to my head. Either believe or you will not obey this divine creator who has given you all these freedoms and powers over your life