I remember at the one year mark we were like wow we've done like 52 episodes of the part and we did this like this look back and stuff like that I think at that point it didn't feel like it had gone by super fast. We should reflect on why we haven't done the part in like four months why we haven’t yet okay, he says. "It's mentally taxing and yeah sort of emotionally taxing going into it" you know not to not to a grandiose ourselves here.