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149: What if you committed child sexual abuse?

This Is Actually Happening

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The Last Time I Sexually Abused My Victim

"I wanted to be explicit that what we're doing is sexual. It's not just playing around wrestling, it's sexual," he says. "The urge was constant... The inappropriate behavior also sort of waxed and waned." He fantasized about regularly having sex with a boy but feared being controlled by the man who abused him.

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