The Kingdom of God - Is There More?

Jesus cuts right to the heart of nicodemus, a search. Jesus does not return flattery with flattery. And jesus response reveals the secret discontent that lives within nicodemu. I am supposed to be a participant in the inbreaking kingdom of god here and now but my belief is far outweighing my experience. So i've come to ask you in secret, in the middle of the night, where no one else can see me, io really see me in my naked desire and longing,. just to ask you, is there more?