Masnt likely to be talking about the pained body, which is a collection of memories and feelings that's store it in our body. The poets and the playwrights were right. You feel it? It felt like a twist, like a cork, like a wine cork sized twist, right in my heart. And i just go, maam, you you called just to make me sad and guilty. But that's how i like you said. I thought it was gentle. That's as that round about it.