Riksam: The story of your life has a lot of like, being quiet enough and still enough to hear what you need. And that's a lot of what richard about it. Richard taught me that, like, baptism is a drowning ritual. It's supposed to be like, die now. Don't wait till you die, but get low now. Realize you're full of shit. Now realize it's all so beautiful. But when you let it go, the paradox is, the more of it you get, the richer experience of it you getting. You can't cling to it.