The Importance of Being Good All the Time

I remember hearing that voice in my ear saying, you okay? You okay? I'm not okay. This is excruciating. What were you thinking about yourself in that time? I've thought about this a lot since because the nature of television broadcasting is that people see you. And my head was everyone can see this collapsing around me. Like this is a slow motion car crash basically. And this is happening in public and it's everything. Yeah. The fact that I'd got to that point and I hadn't been able to fix it was pretty horrifying. It was, it left me feeling, completely stripped of dignity, stripped of my persona. And I felt very, I felt very small