Is There a Limit? Or a Beyond?

The self posits something outside of itself and external, an object. And then says, yea, i i have something i can know now. I wait a second. That's still just part of me. The satisfaction that i thought i had at knowledge of something real and actual is mediated by my own experience. O, my satisfaction o frustrated, because what it really wants is to know that object, and to know it with certainty.