Are You Trying to Reoccupy the Delusional State of Mind?

"Sometimes i just felt like i can't afford to hope right now," she says. "I had tried so hard to live without quite so many reasons, and i feel like ever since, all i've been doing is drowning in them." The desire to pour a void into the void of our suffering feels 'intriguing', but it's also part of insanity: we have to explain what's happening as if our lives are an indictment on ourselves.