What Was This Lake for Your Family?

I was trying to sometimes, you know, i can't sleep at night because i'm thinking about something. And usually what i'll do is go write it down. I have some writing to do. But because i had been playing with youtube, i thought, well, i'll try making youtube video and telling people what i'm thinking ut and see if that performs the same function as writing. It's like a vista of threat and possibility, and you need to articulate a path through it. The fundamental purpose for me is to clarify my thoughts so that i know,. Because i fear if something is disturbing you,  it needs to be articulated.