Yoan: When i was ten, i thought you did believe in heaven and hell. I thenk as you weren't exactly trumpeting it. My dad was a pastor because he didn't want people to burn in hell. And reallymy mam really never, she just said this in the most recent conversation i had with her,. Like, if your private beliefs don't match those being preached from the pulpit and represented in the congregation, it's almost safe.